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Saturday, January 20th, 2007
11:11 pm - Forgotten again
SO Yeah I completly forgot that LJ existed any more. All though it looks like pretty much everybunny but -SooJ- has done the same thing. *Ya know for the woman who introduced me to myspace you are never on there. Mysapce is like crack to me... I dont know why I started and theres no way I can ever stop* Maybe you should come to the dark side. Ah well. So whats new on here? Not to much I see. I guess I just wanted to post that I am alive and stuff so keep in touch. I heart you

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Wednesday, July 26th, 2006
3:35 pm - Myspace
I am turning into such a myspace junkie that I have basicly forgotten all about LJ. So whats new with all of you? I got a job in Norfolk Virginia!!! I dont know when I will start but it is going to be sometime in the next 4-6weeks!!!!! I am uber excited! YOu all must e-mail me your contact info so I can send ya stuff! As aoon as I figure out when I am leaving I am going to have a going away party and I want all of you there regardless of drama. I dont know when I will see you next so you must come! And besides you all know you wanna party with me. Though dont worry I will be back many a times but I wanna go out with a bang. Well thats about all I got for now anybunny got a myspace?

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Tuesday, July 4th, 2006
11:58 pm - happy 4th
yo havent been on here in a minute. Cant talk long just wanted to let you guys know i am alive. I am in Norfolk with Kevin and I am so glad to be with him! exciting news to tell later! i dunno if i said so but i use myspace more now so if you have one le me know. Well I hearts you all so call me, if i dont answer leave me a message and i will call back sometime, my ohone equals suck!

current mood: ecstatic

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Tuesday, May 16th, 2006
12:33 pm - Insert Subject Here
Hey guys,
Ok so my last posts have been very random and chaotic. But you all know thats just how I am. I have realized that when I was gone I missed all of you, but I didnt miss Ohio. The weather, the people I work with, etc. It sucks here. I have been trying to do a lot of soul searching lately. As each day comes and goes I realize there is no more sence of adventure here for me. I have expierenced everything that I am supposed to in this town. I guess this has been something I have been thinking about for a very long time, but now with Kevin coming home soon I find my self hoping that maybe I could make Norfolk home for a while. I know your all going to think Im crazy or rushing into things. Maybe I am, But it has been something I have wanted to do since the day I met him and everyday that he has been gone it hurts because I cant talk to him. I know that "Fools Rush In" but I dont think if this wasnt real that I would miss him so much, that I would be smart enough to let go and move on. But I cant. Even with the situation I still cant picture my life with out him. Wow I just realized that this post makes me sound like a high school freshman. *Sigh* so whats up everybunny. Oh if anybunny gets the chance to see Tim Mcgraw and Faith Hill live, do it!!! They put on an amazing show! Seriously I had a blast! If you guys didnt catch it from an earlier post Curt and I are making amends. We know that life has taken us on a different path than we expected but we still know that we can be friends. So I got to meet the girlfriend (Rachel) and shes cool. She seems like she can keep him happy which is all that matters. So Curt hopefully we all can get together soon. Oh yeah I went and saw the Rehard family recently! Soho great to see them all! -That lil punk (jk) cried for me almost the whole time. Oh well I thought it was funny but -SooJ- kept apologizing and feeling bad. FYI kids screaming babays dont scare me off!That babay is adorkable!! (-SooJ- no offence I just am not a fan of adorable so thats how I say it, no I dont think kevin is a dork but I know hes adorkable see how that works) Speaking of getting to gether soon I WANT TO SEE ALL OF YOU! I havent seen like any of you sicne I got back. Well I saw Melissa and -SooJ- theres still a bunch more of you so get in touch with me, tell me where you live and show up when ever your free!!!!! Oh yeah I gotta myspace account so if you have one and i didnt send you an invite yet send me one! Well I gotta bounce hearts you all with fireworks

current mood: naughty

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Sunday, May 7th, 2006
9:56 pm - 24 DAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hey guys so I am so uber excited! I talked to Kevin the other day and he will be home MAY 31st!!!!!!!!!!!!! That seriously like made my year! I really want to be there when he gets of board! I am trying to figure out his schedule and when he will be able to get leave because when im down there I really dont want to be there when he has duty because thats 24 hours that he cant leave the ship and the only other person I know in Norfolk who wont be spending time with their families *because theyve been couped on a boat for 6 months* is jeff and i dont know if he will be able to hang out then I thinbk i heard that hes gunna be outta town around then so I dunno yet, I also want him to come up here again so I can take him to cedar point and you guys can met him again. Any geek so yay Im happy! Oh yeah I forgot to tell yall I gotta another tattoo. Its an ankh. (the egyptian symbol that looks like a cross but has a circle on top instead of a straight line) its the symbol for life. I luff it! I also got another set of piercing in my ear. so im just a rebel without a cause i guess. Well I gotta get going my back is killing me! Well yall have a good one hearts you!

current mood: ecstatic

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Thursday, May 4th, 2006
7:13 pm
so im at the paint ball shop even though I thought i sware off this place lol. ah well things are goiing pretty good. my car is busted but drivable. I just cant use my ac at all and I dont have defrog but meh it cost me 45 bucks to have them disconect some wires or 887.94 to have them fix it so yeah I didnt get it fixed. but ya know so next week i am so going to see tim mcgraw and faith hill in pittsburg. I am uber excited! Then the week after my friend tony is getting married in cinncinatti so my weekends are stocked but i guess there still is talk of me going back to bhm. Well curt is kicking me off the comp something something about it being his comp and he wants to close the shop so whatever ill get off just because I am soooo generous! peace

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Tuesday, May 2nd, 2006
9:36 am - B.W.P.
Hey whats up. Notta here. I am home for now. I dont know when (or if) I will be going back to BHM but I have a feeling I will. So my car has taken a crap on me. It is parked at the airport and today Im gunna have it towed to Brown pontiac where I bought it and hope everythign is still under warrenty.So once I get my car sitiation all fixed I will so come around and see everybunny because I misses you! Just thought Id let you all know Im home and will hopefully see you soon hearts you

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Thursday, April 20th, 2006
8:49 pm - Grind em up
Hey guys! Sorry my last post kind of sucked! I have very limited access to the internet when I am down here so I had to be quick. Well lets see what has all happened since I have been able to really post last? I came straight from Miami to Birmingham, worked for like 4 days or so and went back home so I could go to Rochester for MOMOs birthday! Whoa Can you believe it shes 3 already! She is huge and smart and talkative and cute and the whole shebang. I spent like 4 days in Rochester, we went to this childrens musuem for her party and just did a bunch of hanging out eating at Rochester local resturants and stuff. It was sooooo nice to see Leesha, Toddler and MOMO again! They all said hello and shared there love and I said hello and shared love for all of you too. Then I drove back home and flew back to Birmingham I worked one day then I went back down to Miami with one of the BHM girls. That trip sucked kinda hard because we went down to hang out with Chris ( a guy from BHM who is working in MIA) and he was just being a huge ass the whole time. Ah well It still was cool because I got to see a bunch of other friends for a bit! We ended up coming back to BHM a day early so I just had a party in my hotel room that night.The people here are great, every one is very cool and welcoming. From the 1st night Ive been here this grrl named Dorothy has been taking me out like every night. She is one of my personal drivers. I have had 3 of the local guys tell me that they love me and all of the others have hit on me, It freaks me out because you know I have never been hit on and I am not the ugliest person but I sure aint the cutest. I have pretty much gone out every night. Like for example tonight I am going to one of the clubs and I am going to JELLO wrestle! Fo cash! Its a garenteed 50 bucks and if I win I get 200 bucks! So Im kinda excited! I will admitt that BHM and MIA have kind of been a culture shock for me! In MIA most every one was hispanic, in BHM most everyone is black. Now you all know that I am so non racist and that I dont really see color. But its just different because back home I dont see color much and most of the ones I do see are just "hood rats" to completly stereotype but here they are all very hospitable and professional. I really do like it down here and I have been offered to transfer though I wont dont worry. Though there is talk that my stay here will be extened until June 1st at leats so who knows when I will be home. You all should call me or text me or something I miss you guys a whole bunch! Well I have been on Dorothys comp now for like 3 hours so I gotta bounce. Ill holla at ya later! I hearts you all with fireworks and I miss you like I would miss my legs!

current mood: drunk

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Monday, April 17th, 2006
8:18 pm - still alive and kickin
hey guys.I justwanted to let yall know im still alive. Im in BHM now, I veryrarely have time to check my e-mail so thats why I havent been posting. So how was Easter? Its fine for me all I did was work. As of right now Im supposed to be home on the 28th but that might getextendedso wh knows. Well ill get back to ya whenI can i love and miss ou guys!

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Thursday, March 30th, 2006
4:18 pm - BHM
Hey guys so it is oficial I am going to be in Birmingham for a month. I think that I leave Saturday from Miami and go straight there. I am trying like hell to get Fri-Sun of so I can be in Rochester for MOMOs birthday! I cant believe shes 3 already! Yay for babays! Leesha is preggo again, Amanda is preggo, Chelsea is preggo, ect. I finally got to talk to Kevin!!!! I talked to him for like 3 hours OMG do I miss that boy! Luckily he has only done 2 boarding and they all have gone well! I have no freaking clue when he will be back though! Well I gota get going its basicly everyones last night here and were gunna go out and party! Well ill keep ya posted when I can! I miss and love ya!

current mood: excited

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Saturday, March 25th, 2006
3:11 pm - Hows the cold weather?
Hey guys whats up? Not much here! I lucked out and got one of the crappiest days off! Well I mean crappy as far as work goes! The only days that are great here are Tuesday-Thursday! Every other day is booked full, the bag room blows, and Park 8 (cruise lines) is chaotic! Mind you I still love it down here! I am about to go to the liquor store get some drinks and meet up with my co-workers and hang out by the pool. That has kind of become a tradition, we all hang out poolside drink then go out to eat and ussually drink some more. Though for as much as we drink very rarely is any one more than buzzed. I think I heard that tonight is the pool/room party so Im excited. I still dont know if Im staying in Miami or going to Birmingham. It all depends on my boss back home, I know she wants me and Heather to both come back she really doesnt have a lot of choice, so I hopefully shuold know by like MOnday at the latest! I gotta find out where I am working so I know who to shift trade days with! Well I gotta jet the beautiful weatehr and pool are calling me! (sorry I just kinda had to rub it in for a second there) dont worry everybunny I still really miss all yall and I heart you with fireworks!

current mood: drunk

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Wednesday, March 22nd, 2006
2:28 pm - Same stuff just a different city
So I will find out today if I am being extended in MIami or if I am going to work in Birmingham AL. There are 32 TDYs down here on the 1st that number goes to 15. (mind you MIA will prolly got o hell in a hand basket when all the TDYs leave.)My "boss" here is a lead in BHM and he came up to me yesterday and said "in the event that we cant keep you here we will be sending you to BHM for at least a month are there any days that you cant work?" I said "well I really want to be in Rochester at least the 7th of April and I MUST be home on the 30th of April other than that not really. He said "good Ill tell you tomorrow whats going on" well I have the day off so now I just have to wait for him to get off so he can tell me. Tonight there is a bunch of us going to a Kareoke (spelling) bar and I might get a tattoo today, I either want to get a dolphin or the gecko thing I have in my phone I have thought them both through for a long time and want to get them I just want to check out there dolphin selection before I make up my mind but I will keep you guys posted! I miss you guys and hope your having fun up there in the cold! I am sweating my ass off and have been by the pool like everyday! I am getting buff! My arms are getting all sorts of definition! Its spiffy! I could be loosing like a bunch of weight down here because of all the hard work btu I dont have a fridge in my room so I have to go out to eat every day so I am starting to get sick of Burger King and Taco Bell but other than that I am having a great time down here. Its probably the best expierence I will have in my professional career! So I am learing a lot and having fun and I HAVE A TAN! Well a farmers tan but still I have color! I have gotten burnt a few times but the next day it was gone and it started to tan! that has never happened to me before so I am kind of stoked! Well I gotta go check my laundry but Ill be back on later! Heart you

current mood: hot

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Thursday, March 16th, 2006
5:07 pm - Miami 2
Hey guys, Hows Ohio? Wiat spare me the excitment lol. I do miss you guys! I just have been busy trying to not go stir crazy in my hotel or at work. Things down here are pretty good. I find out tomorrow if I wll be staying longer than the 1st of April. I really hope I am, I am having a blast down here and its really good for me. I am learning a lot, and growing a lot, and weither you believe it or not I am actually tanning ( well I still am quite ghostly but I have color now and Im not even burnt. I have gotten pink but it goes away by the end of the night! So thats always a plus! I love the people i work with! They are about 3 million times coler than the people I work with back home! So it will be hard to leave them. Though they are only extending 15 TDYs I really dont know how this place will run when we all leave. I am honestly betting that they call for everyone back! With out all of us I can garentee that this station will go to hell in a hand basket! Well I will update more later but I am trying to find my self a ride to the mall to go see a movie with Tweedie.

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Wednesday, March 8th, 2006
3:29 pm - Miami
Hey guys. Hows the cold weather? Miami is beautiful! I love it here! All of the people I work with are all really cool. Though I have only really met like 1 or 2 people who are from MIA. Everyone else is from other stations doing TDY (temporary duty) like me. The people I hang out with most are from Dayton, Allentown PA, Kalamazoo MI, Birmingham AL, Cincinatti, Souix Falls SD, ect. Today was my 1st real day of to do whatever. I came back home last week for 13 hours just long enough to put some money in my account because there arent any banks here that would have cashed my perdium check. I barely had enough time to do anything back home thats why I didnt call anybunny. I am working my ass off down here. I have so many bruises you would think I am a junkie. There is a lot of work to do and little time to do it. This station needs so much work its funny. I dont think that they will be sending anyone home on the 1st of April. There are 32 people down here on TDY and only 3 people who just got hired down here. That means that they have less than a month to hire and train at least 29 people! No way its gunna happen! So far I have only done DCI flights ( Delta Connection Incorperated) (well I have gone in on days off to be in the bag room and help out for OT.) Thats what I work back home. Trust me I am ok with that! I havent done my mainline training yet and I HATE the bag room! The bag room is seriously HELL! Assuming that in your 8 hour shift you throw 700 bags. (mind you that is a VERY light guesstimate) and Delta assumes that every bag that is not hevay is only 30 lbs. With those numbers that means you will move over 10 tons of luggage. Mind you those numbers are on a very very very light day and assuming that none of the bags are heavy! I know that for every 100 checked bags there are only about 3 that are 30 lbs or less. There are also so many international flights that allow a heavier weight per bag that those numbers really dont even come close to what I move per day. But it seriously is a blast when you can get used to very heavy bags in a very small bin. I work everyday but Wed and Thur and I work from 5-1:30 but with the stupid hotel shuttle I work about 5:30 to about 2ish. But its all good. There is not a whole lot to do within walking distance and the hotel shuttle doesnt take us any where but the airport so we all dont get to go out and enjoy MIA to much! I am going to one of the malls here in a couple of minutes though. One of my leads has a car and is taking me and Heather (The other gril from Toledo) so it should be a good time. Well Ill prolly update more when I get back cuz Torre is about to leave. I love and miss you all! If you email me your address maybe Ill get ya a postcard or something
(shay0103@aol.com)

current mood: crazy

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Friday, February 24th, 2006
6:06 pm - going away party
So I am lame enough to throw myself a going away party. Its gunna be at Jeds Maumee at 8:30. On Saturday. I leave Sunday at noon so I figure I might as well go out with a bang. So if your free and can come lemme know! Id love to see you there, I am trying to see everybunny before I leave but there just arent enough hours in the day for all of that. So come bring your friends, babays, boys, etc.

current mood: busy

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Tuesday, February 21st, 2006
7:11 pm - Change of Plans
Ok so today my boss comes up and says "hey Shannon what are you doing Sunday?" I said working here. She said "well how bout you work in Miami instead? At least through the month of March if not longer." I said "der um sure why not." She said "Good I already have your flight booked. You leave Sunday on 4252." So I guess I will be in Miami for the next month at least. I am getting 25$ a day for food plus my normal hourly rate, Ill be staying in a hotel for free. The hotel shuttle will take me anywhere I wana go for free. I will be out of Ohio, in warmer weather. Working my butt of for Mainline Delta flights too! I know that its going to be completly different down there, so much more fast paced and chaotic, but I am hoping that I will have a good time! I dont know if I will have internet access but I do on my phone so e-mail me or call me to keep me company. Well I got to go do laundry for my big adventure! Ill miss everybunny!


*JIMMY and Isha, I guess our 3rd Saturday of March date will have to be postponed!

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Monday, February 20th, 2006
7:58 pm - just another day in paradise
So I am still sick, though I am feeling loads better! I have this wicked cough but I hope Ill live. So yesterday was Caitlyns birthday party. (Caitlyn is Curts best friend Justins sister) So I went and had a good time. It was really good to see fimilar faces that I hadnt seen in awhile. Ill even admitt it, Curt looked hot. I finally got to me Reilly Curts girlfriend. I like her. Her and I have a lot in common, and we have very similar personalities. I really thought that seeing him again esp with her would be akward. I thought that it would hurt. I realised though that it was fun. I was just so happy to see him happy that it wasnt akward at all. I know that I am always going to love him, but now its more of a friendly love. I just hope that we can all hang out again and that Reilly doesnt have a price tag on my head for all the shitty things I did to him. Although she didnt seem to want to kill me. Well I gotta go get some dinner
much love

current mood: blank

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Friday, February 10th, 2006
7:00 pm - Meh
Blah. Thats about how I am right now. I have about 9 million thoughts running through my head. Most of my thoughts are about Kevin. I know that he is on liberty now IN GREECE!!!!!!!! Yes that punk stopped in GREECE on his way to the horn! Uh I am sooo jealous! I just keep hoping that he will be able to call me, but I also know that he prolly wont call me while he knows I am working and by time I get of its about midnight his time. So I dont know that I will get a chance to :( Ill admitt it bums me out a little bit. I keep wondering what he is doing and when he will be back. I also wonder whats going to happen when he gets back. Right now there are a lot of different things that could happen a couple of which I do not want to happen at all.But we will cross that bridge when we get there. This deployment is driving me nuts. I thought it would be easy because we dont get to see each other much so I have gotten used to it. But it is prolly the hardest thing Ive ever gone though. he told me before he left that when he comes back he will have an engagement ring for me. Whats weird is that thought excites me more than scares me. We have talked about it a lot. We are going to have a big wedding. We want the wedding party, the dress, tux, cake, limo, presents, honeymoon, and big ol party. What we want and what we can afford are prolly gunna end up being to totally different things though. I know that he does not want to go to the courthouse and sign a piece of paper though. He tried that before and it didnt work out to well. Sigh ok enough about him. Im sure your all bored and stopped reading by now and I am just going to end up depressing myself since I cant talk to him now and I really want to. So the other day I called off sick from work. I dont know what I had but I felt sick to my stomach, and I slept for about 22 hours straight woke up took a hot bath then slept for about 5 hours more. I feel better now. Which is good because I definitly am going to a party tomorrow night! (oh speaking of any one have any good ideas for a high school cliche?) Well I gotta go baby sitt my cousin. peace

current mood: confused

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Monday, January 30th, 2006
8:16 pm - The dreams in which Im dying are the best ive ever had
So today I damn near left work and went to the ER for cramps. I was completly doubled over and spent a good chunk of the day crying. I have always had very shitty periods, but none this bad. I HATE hospitals and doctors ect. so the fact that if my boss would have let me leave I would have gone to the er on my own should tell you just how much pain I was in. I dont even know why she kept me there. I know that we were short handed today, but its not even like I was doing a lot of work. I was working outside which is a lot of movement and physical strain on the body (so not good when you are in excrushiating (spelling???) pain) I couldnt get one of the counter people to go outside for me either because they were all in their nice counter uniforms. So today sucked so hard! I dont know if I have ever mentioned this before or not but I have a problem spending money. More so I have a problem saving money and no problem blowing money! I am very seriously going to get myself into a lot of trouble! I really do want to move to VA. In fact I know I will and I know that Kevin will be more than willing to help me with bills til I can stand on my own two feet. But I also do not ever want to live where a man is soley responsible for paying for me. I made that promise to my friends mom years ago and I will keep it. I really should just cut up my damn debit card and if I want money I should have to drive to the bank to get it. I went and bought Kevin stuff yesterday and before I knew it I was over 400 dollars! Mind you I am not sending it all at once. But still! There are things I need to pay for a a lot of things I want to pay for and my want is heavier than my need. There is also talk of Sandy and I going to see the boys one of the times that they are at port. Mind you I can get anywhere in the world for next to nothing (free on delta) so I could probably get there and only spend like 200 dollars on a ticket. The problem with that is I would be flying standby and could very well get stuck somewhere. So I would probably buy a ticket on the way back just incase. That could be costly. Depending. I love to travel, I love to fly and I love to be far away from here. So that really sounds like so much fun to me. But that all is still in the works. I do have my doubts though that Sandy will actually go through with it. Esp. since she JUST had a baby. Like January 5th. I dont know if I would do the trip alone either. I do really want to see Kevin though. I mean he has only really been gone for like 6 days and its driving me crazy. Wow I bable a lot about nothing really. Ah well your all used to it. Well I am going to go take like 3 tylonel PM and sleep through these cramps!

Does anyone who downloads songs want to burn me Mad World from the Donnie Darko soundtrack. I have no idea who sings it but I would love you forever if you could find it. Hell Id even pay ya

current mood: crappy

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Saturday, January 28th, 2006
9:05 pm - my head is a lil less spariodic
yo. Im at melissas house now. She just got a new journal. it is boocher7585. you all should friend her and stuff. Jenny I amUBER SORRY! I was going to be there but I went home and fell asleep! Although I talked to Leigha at like 12:30 and she said you were already passed out! So next time you go out drinkin lemme know! I owe you a drink! When is everybunny free. Melissa and I are planning a party at her house. so lemme know whens good and we will go from there. so work sucks now because my shift got changed to 9-530. which is nice because i can sleep in and stuff. but it sucks because i have to work both doubles and the people i work with suck. and dont do almost anything. i so got lucky and got one of the girls i work for to pick up the day after the super bowl because every single flight is oversold and i just dont want to be there! I think i might take a trip then but i dont know to where. so leesha if your free lemme know. if not maybe i will hunt down an old lost friend. like in south dakota or texas or something. ah well well somebunny give me a call hearts you

current mood: giggly

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